I spent the morning catching up on my sleep after my interesting stay at the hospital. After checking further, the pharmacist should have known that morphine and dilaudid were related and that I would be in danger of an allergic reaction!! I will be much more careful in the future before taking new drugs!
We are having Thanksgiving here-for probably the last time-as we do hope to sell the house and go smaller next year. I spent the afternoon setting my table-ironing the linens, polishing silver, placing the china, silver and crystal. I used a large metal “horn” that I have and placed all colors and sizes of gourds in it for my centerpiece. For candles, I got out tiny little turkey candle holders for slim tall tapers. My table is white, red and gold (yellow) and so pretty!
Dennis finished the girls’ special Christmas presents and then helped me by doing the final grocery shopping for things we didn’t/couldn’t get yesterday. And then, he cleaned my ovens!! I have never heard of a husband that would clean an oven-but there he was scrubbing away so that I would not hurt my hands any further! What a wonderful, special man I am married to! I know that Jesus is taking note of all Dennis does for me-he has to have the most wonderful for jewels for his crown in heaven! All I could do was stand there and cry and thank God for him.
This certainly is not all that Dennis does for us, for our home. He completely takes care of the laundry, nine times out of ten, he cooks and cleans up! When I cook, he cleans up. He takes care of our home both inside and out-whatever he can do to free me to work or to rest-whatever I need at the time. He also chauffeurs me around, as much of the time lately, I can’t drive. He takes our puppy Max and a book and they wait for me to finish a meeting or an appointment.
This week as a lot of my family comes to join us-I look back over the last year and all that has transpired. I see so much more good than bad-regardless of the financial struggles-the day by day dependence and growing relationship with my Heavenly Father has taken precedence over everything else I think about or do. In every situation, I find myself thinking “what’s the lesson here?” or “what is God doing ?” or “who am I to share all this with?” My continuing Bible study with BSF and how what I learn intertwines with my GriefShare Ministry as well as daily devotionals that I read or are sent to me, continue to amaze me as I know that is my Father speaking directly to me and my circumstances.
So, regardless of what I am dealing with physically, or financially–I feel tremendously thankful and blessed- I truly have everything that gives one joy and peace.